here comes the sun

it's starting to get nicer in my fair....the birds are singing, puddles are starting to form (along with mud which i stepped in today with my kickass new shoes :( ), weddings are starting take place (SM's is next weekend)

im in a really good mood these days so i took a couple pics yesterday on my to get my taxes done....enjoy

crazy heart

so i havent seen it...yet but Crazy Heart is a new movie out and my man Ryan Bingham just won an Oscar for his song in the movie. Congrats and if you havent heard of him, watch this video and then go to itunes or whatever you use for music and get everything he has cause he is gonna blow up soon and its gonna be amazing !!!

 

sleepy sunday

this weekend i went home to my hometown snowmobile rally, which was sooooo much fun. we didnt go on the runs cause we couldnt start the snowmachine plus it was supe warm so the trail got really bumpy and crappy later in the day and dad was out of town so we didnt wanna wreck anything so we went over to the hall in the rihno (which looks like a glorified golf cart hahaha) anyway i helped out in the kitchen and had some very yummy pergoies drenched in butter and fried onions topped with mushroom sauce and sour cream.

so then yesterday about 6pm, Brandy and Chantel decided to head back to the city to go bowling and out on the town well we didnt make it bowling but did make it out on the town and to say the least i had to many captian and cokes and now im very sleepy and going to spend the rest of the day lazy in bed, catching up on blogs and watching movies. tomorrow i am gonna get my ass in gear and go find a job cause i wanna go out to BC this summer to work so i need to try and make that happen plus im sooooo bored and have way to much time on my hands to take creeping on facebook to the next level.

I want to live

so im working on something for this summer and into the fall....im not sure i wanna say anything cause if it dosent work out then i dont wanna look back at this blog and remember my failure but rest assured i will update ya'll as it progresses but right now its just an idea and great things come from idea's right ???

Sometimes I feel like I need to shake myself, to wake myself:
I feel like I'm just sleep walkin' through my life.
It's like I'm swimmin' in an ocean of emotion,
But still, somehow, slowly goin' numb inside.
I don't like who I'm becomin', I know I've gotta do somethin',
Before my life passes right by.

I want to cry like the rain, cry like the rain,
Shine like the sun on a beautiful mornin'
Sing to the heavens like a church bell ringin',
Fight with the devil an' go down swingin'
Fly like a bird, roll like a stone,
Love like I ain't afraid to be alone.
Take everything that this world has to give,
I wanna live.

100th POST

you know i really wish i had something better to write for my 100th post on here..but i dont so this is what you are stuck with more random rambling bullshit about my love life or lack there of.

ok well we all know i was talking to B-Rye online and randomly bumped into him on saturday night and he suggested we exchange numbers so anyway last night(tuesday) i texted him and asked if he wanted to see a movie and he said hes not a fan of going to the movies and so i said no worries then i proceeded to drown my sorrows in $2.50 captian and cokes and ended up deleting him number off my phone (which im kinda regretting)
but it just pisses me off ...i mean why get number if you have no intention of using it, im a big girl he could have just said nice to meet you and be done with it....i guess im just disapointed cause i thought i called it better than that.

so thats that, sorry it isnt more exciting for my 100th post (which im kinda stoked about in a weird little way) but it is what it is and this is my life good bad or indifferent but im really starting to think i need a job cause maybe the reason i feel this way is b/c i have so much time on my hands. oh and having all this time on my hands has allowed me to take facebook creeping to a whole new level hahaha and on that note im out for another day.