DONE

well nothing happened with me and James except for the fact that im playing on his ballteam till april.

ive had nothing but guy problems since i wrote last ummm i guess i can start with Kory...
i got to know him kinda well over the summer anyway i always thought if i would be with anyone from the summer it would be him well to make a long story short he slept over on halloween eve, NOTHING HAPPENED ..... he slept on the couch and me in my bed well anyway we hung out the next day till like 6pm just cuddling on the couch with only one akward moment when Kevin showed up but whatever so we have kinda talked a little since then anyway i was texting him last night and he kinda mentioend that he was coming to the city so i text him around midnight and asked if he made it and nothing and then i texted at 2am and so this am i text sorry bout the random texts i got tipsy and hes like save your sorrys for something sad so whatever.....

now on to last night, we went out for Amanda's bday and randomly met some guys, one of which was super cute and really cool so we invited him to come to outlaws so we went and me and him hung out all night and then i went to the bathroom and came out to see him leaving with another girl !!! i was beyond pissed off !!! i mean that is the rudest thing i have ever had done to me .... i didnt expect to leave with him but still .....

im just annoyed and pissed off at guys in general......im a good person and I DESERVE BETTER !!!!!!!!!

somewhere with you

i've hit writters block so im gonna post song lyrics that fit life right now untill the urge to write comes back

If you're going out with someone new

I'm going out with someone too
I won't feel sorry for me, I'm getting drunk
But I'd much rather be somewhere with you

Laughing loud on a carnival ride, yeah
Driving around on a Saturday night
You made fun of me for singing my song
Got a hotel room just to turn you on

You said pick me up at three a.m.
You're fighting with your mom again
And I'd go, I'd go, I'd go somewhere with you

I won't sit outside your house
And wait for the lights to go out
Call up an ex to rescue me, climb in their bed
When I'd much rather sleep somewhere with you

Like we did on the beach last summer
When the rain came down and we took cover
Down in your car, out by the pier
You laid me down, whispered in my ear

I hate my life, hold on to me
Ah, if you ever decide to leave
Then I'll go, I'll go, I'll go

I can go out every night of the week
Can go home with anybody I meet
But it's just a temporary high 'cause when I close my eyes
I'm somewhere with you, somewhere with you

If you see me out on the town
And it looks like I'm burning it down
You won't ask and I won't say
But in my heart I'm always somewhere with you

Laughing loud on a carnival ride, yeah
Driving around on a Saturday night
You made fun of me for singing my song
Got a hotel room just to turn you on
You said pick me up at three a.m.
You're fighting with your mom again
And I'd go, I'd go, I'd go

I can go out every night of the week
Can go home with anybody I meet
But it's just a temporary high 'cause when I close my eyes
I'm somewhere with you, somewhere with you

Somewhere with you
I'm somewhere with you
I'm somewhere with you
Somewhere with you
Somewhere with you

fun stuff

well my blogs have late have been kinda heavy so im gonna make this one light and fun. Kevin has been gone for over 10 days now so yesterday i took upon myself to have a lil retail therapy so i went to Micheals and went a lil overboard lol anyway i got some awesome scrappy stuff, some great new pendants and some super cute office stuff.

#16 on bucket list

so its 247 am on a tues and i cant sleep a wink, partly cause Kevin is sleeping on the couch for the second night in a row and its got me thinking and thinking has got me worried if hes hiding something from me anyway i decided to take a look at my bucket list and if i did anything over the summer that i wanted to do and well it turns out that i did...not the thing you might have been expecting seeing is that i have a new bf and we were up at the beach all summer but something still pretty cool....i saw the sunrise twice on the beach.....

this was about 430am coming home from work

5am about a week ago

so there...im gonna try really hard to cross some more things off my list before christmas