when i get where i'm going

this is an excerpt from "When I get where I'm going" by Brad Paiesly

i believe in heaven and i know my grandpa is there and this may sound morbid but i want to go and see him someday, whenever it's my time.

"Yeah when I get where I'm going,
there'll be only happy tears.
I will shed the sins and struggles,
I have carried all these years.
And I'll leave my heart wide open,
I will love and have no fear.
Yeah when I get where I'm going,
Don't cry for me down here.

I'm gonna walk with my grandaddy,
and he'll match me step for step,
and I'll tell him how I missed him,
every minute since he left.
Then I'll hug his neck."

Bad Year

well i know that i said no personal stuff but this is just to big to carry around with me....at the beginging of this year my grandma was told that she has lung cancer (worst word ever), she seems to be doing ok with the chemo and everything. so now about 2 weeks ago now my grandpa passed away (not the same family meaning grandpa on the other side than my grandma) from cancer and last night i found out that my brother is entering drug rehab.

this dosen't happen to people like us.....we had a good childhood, we have good parents....i haven't stopped crying since last night (when i found out)....we live in a small town so i can't really tell my friends (i told my boyfriend but i tell him everything)

i don't know how to handle this anymore......

SPRING HAS SPRUNG

Well the weather is getting warmer and spring is melting, opps I mean the snow oh the massive amounts of snow is melting. You have no idea how much snow there is here in lil ole small town Saskatchewan. I was out in BC this past week for some personal reason of which I’m not going to get into because well it’s personal but we did some shopping out there and we were walking around in t-shirt and sandals. Oh the beautiful weather, I only dream about the day that we will get to do that here and those dreams are slowly becoming a reality. This compared to the blizzard and -47 we had in January, yes you heard me -47 !!!!!!!! that was terrible… You know I think I have seasonal depression, I’m not sure though oh well here is a good pic to keep all of you in the good hope that summer is coming (if it dosen't i might go crazy)

when god paints

a friend sent me an email called "when god paints"....this is just an image from it....i love it....it reminds me of home

New Thingy

well this is my first post in this new blog space thingy....i already have a msn space that my friends can look at but this is something that i need to put out there for the world....it's almost like i'm sending a part of me into the cosmic void that is the internet....just a few things before i continue posting...
1) i have horrible spelling so please forgive any mistakes, no one is perfect
2) i use a lot of the the little dots (.....) instead of starting a new sentence
3) there will be a lot of lyrics and pictures and phrases and other things that inspire me
4) there will be massive breaks in time

i hope you enjoy....who ever is reading this please leave a comment just so i know tha you are out there