March 19, 2007

Bad Year

well i know that i said no personal stuff but this is just to big to carry around with me....at the beginging of this year my grandma was told that she has lung cancer (worst word ever), she seems to be doing ok with the chemo and everything. so now about 2 weeks ago now my grandpa passed away (not the same family meaning grandpa on the other side than my grandma) from cancer and last night i found out that my brother is entering drug rehab.

this dosen't happen to people like us.....we had a good childhood, we have good parents....i haven't stopped crying since last night (when i found out)....we live in a small town so i can't really tell my friends (i told my boyfriend but i tell him everything)

i don't know how to handle this anymore......

No comments: