so about a week agao i found out another friend of mine is with child so it got me wondering about my life and what i want.
i alot of friends who are walking down the asile, making babies or buying houses and making homes and im getting waster on jager and trying to afford a trip to vegas in the spring.
do i feel like im missing out because im not doing the above things? not at all
do i really want to ? meh i could take it or leave it
i had a sicussion with a friend a few weeks ago and i said to her if i was with a guy who said i never want to get married but i will be 110% committed to you then i would be totally ok with that....i dont need a big huge wedding and im not dead set on having kids.
i dunno maybe im questioning this all cause i havent talked to Kory since vday...wait thats a lie i talked to him last night for like 3 min .... fuck its so weird with us cause we will either talk for 45 min and i feel like no time has gone by or we will talk for 5 min and its like pulling teeth to get a conversation out of him .... its just fustrating and i guess i shouldnt complain cuz we are just friends but considering i havent talk to you in like a month and hes been to costa rica and back .... i dunno its fucking weird and ive been giving him distance and not texting or calling like LW said i shouldnt but then again i was doing alright before she said all that so i dunno....
but im at the lake for a week, working/drinking/sledding/ice fishing so im happy to be where i can breathe and where people care about me :)
till next time i will leave you with this little nugget of wisdom.....i dont get drunk i get awesome
1 comment:
Meh, kids are just a drain...they drain your soul and your bank account...dogs or cats are the way to go, and they don't get mad at you for going to Vegas... go buck fucking wild and have fun while you are young!
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