ive hit a brick wall.
i need to stop drinking.
im not a good person when i drink.
im scared that if i dont stop, something bad will happen.
i feel like im on the edge of cliff and im so beyond scared to jump that i feel i will be stuck on the edge forever. i need to change this. i need to jump.
i want a good realtionship but i feel like i dont deserve that because i didnt appreciate my realtionship with the ex for what it was.
i need to stop.
stop drinking
stop sleeping around
stop running
just stop
acknowledging it is the first step......right?
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