There are days

So I have totally failed on keeping up with this blog but with a puppy its kind of hard to find the time to sit down and write – work has been slow these last couple weeks so I guess I could have done it there but whatever.

In the time that we have gotten Memphis I must say I have gone through every emotion one can from joy or sorrow to anger and everything in between. There were days I second guessed myself in getting him, there were days I thought I will never sleep again, days where it would break my heart to leave each morning cause I could hear his high pitched cries as I walked down the hall and through the patio door once I got down to the car.

Those days are becoming few and far between…right now I belive that he knows when I leave in the am it is what it is and mom and dad will be back (dosent stop him from jumping around all excited when I do walk through the door at night), belive that he understands when we go in the bedroom that its bed time and mom is not fucking around.

We are only 3 short weeks away from his last shot and *finger crossed we wont have snow by then* we can then start taking him on long walks so he can explore the world around him and burn off some energy.

I will try to keep posting as much as I can but for now here is some pictures of my sweet sweet boy….