well i have lived in Rtown for a few days now and i am loving it although i'm kinda choked at JD for two months all i heard form him was when are you coming to Rtown and what not and friday we were watching the local football game get their ass kicked but whatever he asked me to come over and i said no cause it was my first night in Rtown and i didnt wanna be the girl who ditched her friends for a guy again so i asked what he was doing sunday and asked if he wanted to go see this band that we both like play he said had a gift opening but maybe anyway me and SM and RB and CP went to SW's wedding saturday night so i texted JD at 3pm when we got back to town and asked if he still wanted to go and its now tuesday at like 5 and nothing so whatever i'm really upset cause its almost like he wanted me cause i wasnt here and now that i am nothing so whatever
on a better note i have a second interview for a job i really want, they interviewd 12 people, 6 yesterday and 6 today and now i'm getting called back with 4 other people for an interview on thursday and i'm really excited cause i think i would be really great at it and i want it so bad but i will just do what i can do and hope for the best, if im ment to be at that job then i will and if not then there is nothing i can do.
i move into my new place on the weekend and i'm starting to feel like Rtown is where i belong for this point in my life and as much as i dont like to be alone i really need to get my shit together before i get a bf but right now i'm not really sure i want one i just need to be on my own and find out who i am all over again and i think i'm starting to make progress on that front as well as getting over the bullshit that happend with C cause i'm still really bitter and its very apparent to everyone around me hahaha
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