March 15, 2010

more boys i meet

you know im really over all this bullshit !!!  i dont care anymore cause no matter what i do (or dont do) i get screwed over !!!

i am on this online dating website and i have been talking to this guy...joker....anyway we talked for like 4 hrs on msn last friday and kinda made plans to have dinner on sunday when he got back into town (cause he was going out of town for the weekend) well sunday came and went and nothing !!! no phone call ....no text.....nothing !!!
im soooo pissed off cause its monday and well what makes it all the more worse is that on friday after our like convo he texted me like 2 hrs later and said he was looking forward to talking to me in person and i went on the little online dating site where i met him and he was on today.
i deleted his number from my phone on friday cause i didnt wanna acidentlly drunk text him on saturday night when i was out , so as when i was on my lil dating site, i sent him a message (i probally shouldn't have and just let him come to me but whatever, its not like its gonna make things worse) anyway i just said hey how was the weekend....i think thats pretty safe.

whatever im just over it all, i dont care anymore, im just sooooooooooooooo tired of playing these bullshit games....i mean i put myself out there and look at this twice now ive been screwed over......

you know maybe im reading too much into it and blowing this way out wack but still call or text to say you got home late and lets do it another time .... FUCK !!!! im just hurt and soooooooooooooo over it all

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