ive been doing alot better lately
maybe its cause i started to get some help

i hate admiting i need help
i always want to take care of it myself
i want to be strong but sometimes its to much and thats when i go see L

im consumed myself with work and ball and all that summer brings

im not perfect, ive made bad choices and some really horrible ones, ones that could affect the lives of many people if the truth ever got out. im not happy about these choices, i wish i could take it back but im ashamed to admit its not the first time ive made that choice

i guess its still a struggle every day and every day is a new battle

"we're all in the same game; just different levels. Dealing with the same hell; just different devils"