i had yet another amazing weekend at the lake.
i went up friday night, got smashed and made $125 in tips.
went on a beer run saturday, worked that night, got smashed again and stayed the night in a bed with Kylie and Brett with Kory sleeping on top of a bunkbed.
worked sunday then got smashed in shack with my boss and two other people and then decided it was time that me and Kory fix things.
i txted him and said that i wanted to talk to him and he said ya but there is always people around so i suggested we go for a drive, he agreed...so i picked him up and we drove around....i apologized for what happend with me and Cody and he said dont worry about, save your sorrys for something sad...he told me that he thought i was mad at him, i told him that i valued our friendship and that i wanted to keep in my life as a friend, he agreed and wants the same thing, i asked him how come he hasnt texted me or called and he said neither have you.....
he is going through some really big stuff right now and my heart breaks for him cause he is a good person and he dosent deserve whats happening, its just not fair....
we arent back where we were but at least we have now taken steps to fix what may or may not have been broken.
i care about him as a person and as a friend and if we are a story that never gets told then thats fine cause i know i said in the past about Kevin but i mean it with Kory that if all we are is friends then great cause i would rather have him in my life as that then not at all but despite what ive said and how it looks on the outside there is something there, you cant deny that, people look at the way we are around each other and there is something there i just know it .... i cant wait for him but im not interested in having anything else with anyone else, i love my single life and plan on staying this way for awhile; however Kory is the ONLY exeption to that rule
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