New Hope

I must say it was quite a May long weekend. I got up to the lake Friday night around 6ish and just kind of hung out around the cabin with mom but then we started to get restless so we went driving around. We tried to go to the golf course for a beer but apparently they close at 8 so we went over to ships (where I worked before it burned down, they converted a cabin to the bar but its not the same) as we were sitting in there a bunch of boys I grew up with came in and so I ditched mom (mean but come on I am 24 yrs old and single on May long weekend) so there is this boy that I have known since I was like 16 ,Rick,  and he told me last summer, when I had a boyfriend, that he has had a crush on me for like a long time and I told him me too so this year we finally got it together after like 6 yrs of feeling like this and we hooked up then I spent the whole next day riding around in the truck with him, it was awesome
So that was Friday night, Saturday night was a whole other story. Turns out once we hooked up that was the end of it all so whatever dust in the wind, we are still good friends but I dunno if we will hook up again and if we do great if not then I still consider him a great friend so back to Saturday night. I forgot to mention that my other friend Rob who I have also known since I was knee high to a duck lol he started coming to the farm around the same time Halden did and whatever we just kind of always stayed in touch. I’m totally getting off topic but anyway…so he was there with all his buddies cuz apparently they go quading up to the lake every May long weekend well they were all in the bar Saturday when I rolled up and somehow they all started to filter out until it was me and Andy and Ryan so Andy and Ryan were both hitting on me hard core and I feel kind of bad about how it all went down but its not totally my fault…
In the course of then both hitting on me, Andy was working a little harder on it so whatever, I will settle (Ryan is sooooo much cutter but we will get to that soon) so pretty soon I was sitting on his lap and holding hands and you know regular flirty stuff by this time all of Rob buddies had come back although he didn’t but he has a gf so maybe that’s why … well I go outside to talk to Rick and a couple other guys from my childhood and I’m sitting on a picnic table outside when Ryan comes up and starts talking to me and he is getting close I mean he is about an inch from my face and well one thing leads to another and we make out on the deck of the bar so we go back inside and sit at the table across from Andy mind you and we are holding hands and kissing and ya it was just a wonderful evening.
Now I have this huge crush on Ryan and I talked to my friend Joelle last night and she thinks he’s totally cute and totally my type and my other friend MB who has known him a lot longer than me says that he is a good choice for me and again totally my type. the only bad thing is that I didn’t get his number or give him mine but we are all going out for beer and nachos this week and going to a cabaret on Saturday so we will see where it all goes, I hope somewhere but if not then dust in the wind and on to the next.
I will keep ya’ll updated on the goings on and how this all comes out…