In the last little bit I have been questioning whether my move was the right now and struggling with where I’m going and what I’m doing here and life in general. Well I finally believe I will be alright here. I have had really good past couple days and maybe I’m just riding the high of that but even so. I’m in a really good mood today but super tired and not really sure why but I am sucking down coffee like its going out of style.
Last night JD texted me asking what I was up to this weekend and while we might not hang out, it’s a big improvement from him texting at 630 pm on a Saturday asking me to hang out so whatever I’m leaving it all up to fate cause it has a funny way of bringing us together despite all the random bullshit that seems to go on. Also D, a guy I met online and have been texting for the better part of a month, asked me to go for drinks on Friday and I feel really bad if I blow him off to hang with JD but such is life and its not like I know this guy really great its just texting which is weird cause you thing we would have talked on the phone or whatever but nothing I don’t know and then Saturday night I have DP’s bday party which I’m really excited about so all in all its shaping up to be a pretty busy weekend and little life I got going on down here. I’m starting to feel….i don’t want to say settled but getting there.
Last night JD texted me asking what I was up to this weekend and while we might not hang out, it’s a big improvement from him texting at 630 pm on a Saturday asking me to hang out so whatever I’m leaving it all up to fate cause it has a funny way of bringing us together despite all the random bullshit that seems to go on. Also D, a guy I met online and have been texting for the better part of a month, asked me to go for drinks on Friday and I feel really bad if I blow him off to hang with JD but such is life and its not like I know this guy really great its just texting which is weird cause you thing we would have talked on the phone or whatever but nothing I don’t know and then Saturday night I have DP’s bday party which I’m really excited about so all in all its shaping up to be a pretty busy weekend and little life I got going on down here. I’m starting to feel….i don’t want to say settled but getting there.
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