lost....

I’m having a tough couple days…

I just feel so lost…

I get paid tomorrow but its not enough…I only get $740 and my car costs were $755 and change so its not even enough to cover that let alone rent for the month and gas for the week….i don’t know how I’m going to make it work….im going to have to go crawling to mom and dad again for like the millionth time this month.

Some days I just want to give up and move home but then I will just feel like I failed…I just feel so lost since the end and I don’t feel like I will ever get that sense of goodness back…

I just feel like I should be farther along in my life than I am….


on another note, there is a cute new actioner working in my building so i have a new crush...im sure i will be over the crush by the end of the week but for now he is just something good to look at and super nice and just an all around good guy