July 20, 2009

seriously !!! is this my life?????

over the weekend i was supposed to celebrate MB's wedding to a wonderful man...

the day started out just fine, i went for a drink with JL and then to get my hair done at which point fate and timing were not on my side...i got my hair trimmed and just as she was about to do my updo, i started to get hot and dizzy this is the last thing i remember before it all went black....thats right i fainted and not only that but i had seiziure so of course i was rushed to the hospital and put through a battery of tests which is nothing new at this point when i faint...my hair appt was at 4 and by the time i got out of the hospital it was right around 930....mel was married and i had missed it all...i was extremly sad and disapointed in myself .... i had missed my best friends wedding and that is something that i wont get back....

however i am going to see a specialist so maybe he can tell me why this has been happening so often and now getting worse because something is wrong somewhere and .... i just wish they would give me a pill to fix it all not say well everything is normal and send me on my way....