Football and Fuck-ups

so this weekend a few things happened.....

1) i went out with Brandy and Chantel and met Andrew (who is super cute, funny and great in bed) anyway he was all like oh lets hang out again so i had to work at like 130 for the grey cup (which i will talk about later) anyway so i go to work and im done around 6pm so i shoot him a text to see if he wants to come over and watch a movie and he says yup in a few so whatever the game wasnt over till like 9 so i figured he would come after that so around 10 i text him again and he says he will let me know when he is leaving so then at 1130 i say you know its late lets hang out another time and hes all like oh i stopped for a beer with my sister so i said cool have fun and talk to ya later he comes back witha night babe so i go to bed but toss and turn till about 1230 at which time like an IDIOT i text him and say i cant sleep, wanna come watch a movie ,  a little while later i have second thoughts and say shit sorry, i didnt mean to send that to ya, i meant to send it to my friend so he comes back with a i bet haha with a little confused face (this is all on bbm) so i said its true sorry :) then around 115 he says hows the sleepover haah.off to bed.ttyl so im pretty confused at where i stand with him and im 95% posative that i fucked it all right up....so i guess i will just leave it for awhile and see if he texts me or comes to me and if not then whatever im in the same position i was before the weekend.....

2) this weekend was also grey cup weekend....we lost again...in a repeat of last year...we didnt lose for the same reason, we just out played and thats ok...there is always next year.

now on to updates on the other boys in my life.....

Kory - nothing is happening, i drunk text him saturday night so sunday am i deleted his number, im over it

Kevin - we hooked up a few times when he was home and ive been thinking about it more and more and its weird between us, we arent friends in the normal sense but we arent dating either and he said something that kinda makes me think its true...we were out and someone asked him if we were dating and he said no we were in an open realtionship so maybe thats how we define it now.....its all very muddy and confusing with him still and i think it always will be....

DONE

well nothing happened with me and James except for the fact that im playing on his ballteam till april.

ive had nothing but guy problems since i wrote last ummm i guess i can start with Kory...
i got to know him kinda well over the summer anyway i always thought if i would be with anyone from the summer it would be him well to make a long story short he slept over on halloween eve, NOTHING HAPPENED ..... he slept on the couch and me in my bed well anyway we hung out the next day till like 6pm just cuddling on the couch with only one akward moment when Kevin showed up but whatever so we have kinda talked a little since then anyway i was texting him last night and he kinda mentioend that he was coming to the city so i text him around midnight and asked if he made it and nothing and then i texted at 2am and so this am i text sorry bout the random texts i got tipsy and hes like save your sorrys for something sad so whatever.....

now on to last night, we went out for Amanda's bday and randomly met some guys, one of which was super cute and really cool so we invited him to come to outlaws so we went and me and him hung out all night and then i went to the bathroom and came out to see him leaving with another girl !!! i was beyond pissed off !!! i mean that is the rudest thing i have ever had done to me .... i didnt expect to leave with him but still .....

im just annoyed and pissed off at guys in general......im a good person and I DESERVE BETTER !!!!!!!!!