I did it. 
I’m leaving my job after only 4 months. It’s been a great experience and a great learning process.

I've learned that I need more action. I’m going to another office but it’s a business with customers and plans and a clear cut plan of what each day needs to bring.

I’m also starting to help Alana with a new adventure. I’m not sure what it is or what it will be yet but I think it will be lots of fun and lots of work. I think it will bring me closer to my dream of opening up my own thrift/consignment shop

It’s something I've been thinking and dreaming of for a couple months and maybe right now all I need to do is start collecting over the summer and have small sales in the fall/winter, maybe I could sell out of there every other weekend, get it to be a regular thing. I have a garage that I have full use of so that could store a lot of stuff. Maybe work it I like the pop up shops I have started seeing around. I need a name though and more of a plan….right now it’s just in the dream stage but it makes getting through the day better because I can scheme on names and look online for sales and Kijiji for funky things. 

at a crossroads....

i feel like im at a crossroads - on one hand i want to leave my job but on the other i feel terrible leaving after only 4 months....at what point do you walk away because you have the gut feeling that it just isn't right?

i know that im ment for something different....i think i was so excited to leave McD that i didnt really think about all this would entail and now im feeling more and more that im just not cut out for it.

im going to talk to a career counselor and see if they can give me some direction but falling short of that im going to stay applying at other places because the golden rule is dont walk away till you have something to walk to and really its not fair to me or them if my hearts just not in it cause im just wasting everyone's time.