The last time I wrote I wrote about being happy….well I’m
not anymore…ive thought long and hard about it and I just don’t see a future
with him.
Its not that I want to be with anyone else, I just don’t want
to be with anyone at all. Looking back #1 we moved really fast and #2 I was so
good on my own , I think with the changes that are happening in my life I just
want to enjoy them and soak them all in not have them tainted by the memory of
someone who used to make me happy.
I did that with THE EX and I want to enjoy my time with my
family and friends and maybe someday I will be ready but I don’t think that day
is now…..
