So I have totally failed
on keeping up with this blog but with a puppy its kind of hard to find the time
to sit down and write – work has been slow these last couple weeks so I guess I
could have done it there but whatever.
In the time that we have
gotten Memphis I must say I have gone through every emotion one can from joy or
sorrow to anger and everything in between. There were days I second guessed
myself in getting him, there were days I thought I will never sleep again, days
where it would break my heart to leave each morning cause I could hear his high
pitched cries as I walked down the hall and through the patio door once I got
down to the car.
Those days are becoming
few and far between…right now I belive that he knows when I leave in the am it
is what it is and mom and dad will be back (dosent stop him from jumping around
all excited when I do walk through the door at night), belive that he
understands when we go in the bedroom that its bed time and mom is not fucking
around.
We are only 3 short weeks
away from his last shot and *finger crossed we wont have snow by then* we can
then start taking him on long walks so he can explore the world around him and
burn off some energy.
I will try to keep posting as much as I can but for now here is some pictures of my sweet sweet boy….
