May 24, 2011

kicked it off right

well as the title of this post states...i kicked off what is going to be the best summer ever right this past long weekend (well for me it was an extra long weekend as i took friday off)
ive been more than excited about this past weekend for awhile now and you could tell if you saw me doing 120 out of town downing red bull like it was going out of style hahaha
made it to the lake with time to spare, met Steph for a beer at the lounge and then we hung out all night, bbqed and just spent some quality friend time together although i did find out they made a shooter list for the weekend and had my shot on it and even named it after me ... smasha !!! how freaking cool is that ??? !!!! (i posted a pic of the shooter list on my photoblog so check it out there) we couldnt make it however cause we ran out of stuff but more on that later...
fri am me and Steph went on the boat with Brett, Shayne, Kory, Katie and Nolan. me and Steph were in Kory's boat who by the way i hung out with for like 5 hrs and didnt say two words to me so i made a good choice on my part and deleted him from fbook cause we dont speak in person so why would we speak on there...im done with all when it comes to him cause i dont need people like that in my life who treat me like that...even Steph was like WTF is up his ass when it comes to you???
anyway i had to work fri night and OMG we got swamped !!! we ran out of captians, vodka and everything to make shots with and pretty much all beer so ya it was lots of fun hahaha NOT ! i didnt get out of the bar till around 430 am but i made 300 bucks in tips so i cant really complain. i had to work sat am which sucked but i then had sat night off so it was alright hahaha i got super smashed sat night and ended up going to Brett's place in Kory's truck (hahaha random)
sunday was a blur of sitting on the beach, sitting on the golf course deck and the lounge deck all the while drinking some nice cold beer hahaha but i must say even though i had to work sunday night i had the best time ever !!! it wasnt super busy and i was working the beer tub and after we closed down the staff just had a dance party hahahaha
so ya i gotta say best may long weekend ever !!! and if that was any indication of the way summer is gonna be well im in for one hell of a good time !!!

smasha out :)

May 17, 2011

all kinds of delicious

oh what a weekend !

what an amazing weekend to kick off what is gonna be an AWESOME summer at the lake !

fri - not that eventful but i did bond with Katie (one of the new girls in the lounge) she is sooo super cool, i think we are going to be great friends (hahaha how very after school special of me haha)

sat - i didnt have to work this weekend so i slept in, laid on the beach (yes it was that nice), checked on the cabin, went for a drive around the lake...big day if ya ask me hahaha anyway i started drinking at like 5 and just kept on going. it was one of the best nights ive ever had in the lounge, the staff was just as smashed as the customers hahaha and me and Katie got our dance on and then some hahaha
Kory left with a girl and came back with her for breaky the next day and so thats twice if we are keeping score....i have a feeling its gonna be a saturday night/sunday morning regular thing throughout the summer but whatever im AWESOME and its gonna be an AWESOME summer wait check that its gonna be and AWESOME single summer !!

im just soooo beyond excited for it to get started and to be up there full time...this weekend is may long so it should be busy and amazing :)

May 10, 2011

speak of the devil

i know i havent written anything lately and for that im sorry.
i havent felt much like writing and explaining whats going on in my life.

 
the lake was...well the lake...i got drunk, mad bad choices and saw things i didnt wanna see in regards to Kory.

i went on a date with a boy.
it was a good date, hes a sweet guy, he opened the truck door for me and everything.
i know he would be good to just as the bouncer would have been (not sure if i mentioned him but its in the past or at the twig on a random thurs night) but i just dont think im ready to give him what he wants from me in terms of time and emotions.


last night i was on fb round 1030 and who do i start talking to...James!!

its so funny with him, i just dont know what to think or how to feel anymore. my feelings for him have NOT changed in the last 5 yrs and i think he knows that. he asked if i was still in Regina and i said not im back in Stoon since last january and i said why? ya miss me? ( i was totally kidding around) he said yes i do, i told him to take a day off and come visit cause i missed him too and he said maybe this weekend....so thats where it stands with him as far as right now....
we do this. we come together for a bit then part then come back together and i know he wants a wife and the farm and the whole package and if it wasnt for australia i would jump in head first with both feet and not think twice cause i want that all too but i cant change what i want just cause he breezes back into my life after a year and a half.

i will keep you updated....