i know i should be excited but i'm having such anxiety.
i'm nervous about how its going to affect Memphis ; i'm nervous about how its going to affect the relationship between me and cory.
i know once she comes and we get into a groove its going to be ok.
i just have a hard time with change and we have cultivated this life over the last 5 years and its all gonna change.
i just hope we arent making a huge mistake....
