Home

i've been home for well at least a week now and spent 90% of my time up at the lake (cuz of work but still) and its amazing how much you let go when you want to....i am usually done work around 130 pm so i go to the beach for the better part of the rest of the day and just sitting/laying there listening to the waves and the wind and all the lake sounds really puts things in check. JL texted me the other night asking how things were going and i said its amazing how the lake the does the soul good....i have no stress, no drama, no bullshit.

speaking of no stress, no drama, no bullshit...i am taking a break from guys this summer...B dosent think i will last but i am standing firm on my nothing but kissing policy....i really hit rock bottom the last little bit and ya i dont want to go back there...

not much else to write about, today we are having J's 2nd bday party and he has grown so much in the last year and ya he is still amazing and i love him more than anything....

i will try and write at least once a week if i get home that much...the way its going i will most likely have weekends off but who knows once summer offically starts