saturday night me and AG had our movie night...we didnt go see UP cause he was out of town for the day and didnt get back to the city till like 1020 and the movie started at 1010 so we rented nick and norah's infinate playlist(great movie) and taken and had a night in....it was nice we cuddled on the couch and had a sleepover....
i'm not sure how to feel about it all...i dont want to get too excited cause i dont wanna have to deal with the dissapointment plus what can really happen when i only have two weeks left in the city....i think i will just let it all be and see what happens....
i have started seeing a counsellor....i had a breakdown friday after work and mom and B said that yes maybe its time i start seeing someone with an unbiased view of it all cause they dont know what to say or how to help me anymore....so i went and it was good, she kinda told me what everyone has been telling me for the past couple months but she also said i'm a realtionship-orinated person not just in actual realtionships but with family and friends as well...she said that i need to focus on just being me and breathing on my own and finding out who i really am and what i really want...she put into words my feelings about the whole thing....i am seeing her again on the 12th and that will be probably it and we will see how the summer goes and where i end up because on that point i'm still not sure...i like where i am now cause i have people here who do care about me but i could really go anywhere from sasky to BC cause i have family in every province....if i am ment to be somewhere then thats where i will end up....
wherever you go, that's where you are
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